šŸ’” I drastically improved my 3D Animations by working on my ego



Hey Reader,

Alan here, I help manage CG Boost.

In this email, I want to talk about a hidden struggle 3D artists and creatives quietly deal with. Many, including myself, find it hard to admit—mostly because it feels vulnerable and scary to say out loud.

This email is for you if...

  1. You’re passionate and have a strong artistic eye, but your work keeps falling short, and you don’t know why.
  2. Sharing your art online feels draining. You get little feedback or recognition, even though you believe it deserves more.
  3. You chase big, ambitious projects to prove yourself, but end up overwhelmed, cutting corners, and either abandoning them or posting reluctantly.
  4. You still dream big, but feel stuck in a cycle of striving for high-level work, getting little recognition, and starting over. You’ve heard it’s normal, but something still feels off.

I was stuck in that loop for years. I knew I had potential and a good eye, but my ambitious 3D projects took too long, felt overwhelming, and my artistic progress was slow.

After years, I finally was able to identify what was happening and work my way out of that negative loop. Since then, creating 3D art has become a lot more fun, and my growth as an artist and professional have grown in ways I didn't expect.

Interestingly, the problem wasn’t a lack of discipline, talent or even time.

The real issue was in my subconscious mind and closely tied to my artistic identity.

I’ll explain why this happens to many 3D artists, how by simply being aware of this issue you can make greater progress, and share practical tips to avoid this loop, and never go back.


Why are you stuck in this loop, and where does it begin?

For many of us, this loop starts long before we’re even aware it exists. That was certainly true for me.

When I was younger, I was seen as the creative kid who was always drawing. And it felt great to be seen and praised for my art by family and friends. For others, maybe you saw people being celebrated for their creative talents and thought, ā€œI want that.ā€

But over time that can become an identity, a way to belong. You become the creative person. The 3D artist. The Blender enthusiast.

And for you, Blender and CG art are much more than just skills. You believe in Blender and in the community, and for good reason.

Art and creativity may have helped you through or take a break from the struggles life has thrown at you. The 3D community may have been where you felt seen, where you meet like-minded people and felt acceptance, maybe even admiration.

That is where a small but crucial shift can quietly happen:

You begin to tie your identity to your 3D work, and you may not be aware this is happening.

When your creative identity, even just parts of it, is tied to your 3D work, or the fact that you use Blender—it turns the process into something emotionally high-stakes.

This could be why you are posting renders and animations online that aims to be at a top level, but are feeling blind to the mistakes you’re making and confused when it’s not getting the praise you think it deserves. It also might be why your likes and comments can feel like a verdict on you, not just your art.

And I want to say it again, it’s not a lack of talent, discipline or time.

It’s about your self-preservation.

When your art is connected with your creative identity, your subconscious tries to protect you, by glossing over flaws or resisting others genuine critiques. That defense mechanism makes it harder to grow, because you can’t clearly see what needs improvement.

I’ve seen artists post their work, ask for feedback, then ignore or dismiss that feedback. I’ve seen artists make amazing work, and yet feel terrible due to a mistake that is barely noticeable.

And I’ve seen artists slowly loose motivation even though they are clearly making good progress.

And it was likely due to this negative subconscious loop.

For me, it got to a point where I started convincing myself that my work was better than it really was, because I wanted to be a great artist so badly. I thought that if others saw me as a great artist, then I could finally feel happy with myself.

The first step is awareness

If you've heard that phrase before, it's because it's actually true. Simply being aware that this is happening is already a huge step.

It’s a way to tell your subconscious not to protect you by blinding you to your mistakes, and resisting help from others.

With that awareness, suddenly you’re more open to genuine feedback, you’ll be able to clearly see the mistakes you are making and the path forward.

You’ll realize that you are on a creative journey, and your latest 3D animation/render is just a small but meaningful step along the way.

You’ll grow much faster, and finally get out of your own way.


A practical approach to break the negative loop and grow

Remember, aiming high is not the problem.

The real issue is our good desire to be seen and accepted, blocking us from objectively looking at our work and understanding where we need to grow.

Here are some practical reminders I use to keep myself growing and staying away from the negative loop:

  • Base your identity on a more firm foundation. Your work will be changing and evolving, and your creative identity is based on that you have good taste and passion, which will never change.
  • Invite honest and specific critique. Share where you are on your journey, and where you plan to grow.
  • Always allow space for neutral self critique and observation. Your art does not reflect who you are, it's simply a step on your creative journey. Ask yourself:
    • What kind of work do I want to create someday?
    • Where can my work improve in comparison?
    • Is my ambition realistic, should I adjust my expectations a bit?
    • Where are my strengths? What am I doing well?
    • What practical skills am I missing?

In summary

What does this hidden negative loop look like? ā€œI am my artā€ → leads to:

  • Fear of criticism = fear of rejection.
  • Blindness to flaws = subconscious self-protection.
  • Sharing your work = feels like exposing your weakness.

How do you know if it’s happening to you?

  • You rush or skip fundamentals.
  • You rely heavily on tricks to mask imperfections.
  • You take on overly ambitious projects to try to prove yourself.
  • Feedback feels painful, confusing and personal.
  • You feel like you should be improving faster, and you don’t know why you're stuck.

A practical approach to get out of the loop and grow

  • Being aware of this dynamic will help you avoid this negative loop.
  • Base your creative identity on a more firm foundation.
  • Invite honest and specific critique.
  • Always allow space for neutral self critique and observation.

Thank you for taking the time to read this email, I hope it helps you improve your creative journey.

~Alan


Disclaimer: Though this email touches upon emotional struggles, I want to state that I’m not a mental health professional, and if you are dealing with mental health issues and insecurities, I encourage you to get help from a professional and loves ones.

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